The babbling brooks and the gaggling geese
flounce around while the sun bathes in glory.
Children squeal, their excitement infectious
as the adoring parents burst with pride and overflow with joy.
The baby's dimples and the colours of summer,
declarations of love floating on gentle breezes.
Entwined fingers, kites streaking across the skies,
ice cream dripping, littering sidewalks with happiness.
Sugary sweetness permeates, slowly steadily. Filling
the corners, soldering cynical cracks shut.
I need some coffee to give my senses respite.
Bitter, brewed, addictive realities.
I need the darkness and the aftertaste,
the empty paper cup to discard without care.
I need to be ignored at the coffee shop, I need reason to resent.
I need to pay in small change and watch
as the kid behind the counter grumbles.
Columbian dark roast. No pleasantries, no flirtatious smiles.
"Would you like some syrup in that?" the barista asks.
I chuckle as I walk out.


